Down and Piss off!!

In life, there’s always suprises, excitement, sadness, disappointment, unfaithful and so on…

Life is life. Whether you like it or not..

There’s friends who smile to you, shares, care of you and appreciate who you are.

There’s also people we called them friends, they smile, talk, even laugh and yet.. they backstab joke with you.

A ‘JOKE’ they named it, it could be harsh, disrespectful and impolite.

They don’t care if you are hurt, as long as they feel happy to say it. They just won’t give a damn how you feel.

When you shows your temper, for them, you take the JOKE seriously.

Explaination, is way different than the joke they made.

*sigh* I’m so down and hurt.

Here’s something i want to share with the guys…
“Girls like to gossip, no matter where they are…” This is what i heard, ALWAYS from guys. Yes, i admit, me myself like to gossip, and i believe, the other girls do gossip but not ALL of the girl. We gossip about cute and pretty girls, handsome guys, the famous student in our college and lots more. Gossip doesn’t mean we spread it all over the world like CNN. At least, i don’t do it. The rule is, talk here; end here. Very simple.

It’s like a fact for guys. Saying, girls are 38. Fact or judgement. Whatever.

Guys, BEFORE the line “girls are 38″ comes out from your mouth, have you ever think, do you yourself gossip? Maybe for guys, gossip isn’t gossip, ”we only chit-chat/talk/mention about that guy/girl, you can’t call it gossip” Well, that’s gossip, to tell you the truth. Guys do gossip, right? If you do, it’s never a shame thing to admit about. But hey, just be fair. You don’t have to say “Girls are 38″ loudly as if you don’t gossip at all. This is just so wrong, isn’t it?

No offence.

These are what i want to tell my so called friend. You are just so wrong to mess up with me. You made a JOKE about me, telling around peoples who barely even know me, you are just too wrong to do it. You offended me, nevermind. But, you offended my son who don’t even know who the hell you are is the most STUPID things you’ve ever done. You said you don’t mean it that way, right. Did you explain to them that’s not what you mean?!! HUH?! You made the joke, you laugh at it, people also laugh at it what!! Where goes your explaination?!! How do you feel if i say the same damn thing to your wife?!! How would you think?!! You’ve always says that Women in the whole universe are 38, you bloody gossip here and there, who do you think you are? Angel? Somemore you judge that every of the women like to do checking on their husband, IF your wife did that to you always, THAT DOESN’T MEAN EVERY WOMAN IN THE WORLD DO THAT TO HER OWN HUSBAND OKAYYYY!!! Can’t you just shut your mouth up? you won’t get hurt without saying a single words right, do you?!!

I’m so fed up, so mad and pissed off!!!

Yay!!

This gonna be a short one. Later in the afternoon, Des and I along with baby Ethan will be leaving to my hometown, Tawau. This is the very first time for Ethan to travel by an aeroplane and i hope he will loveee it so that next time i have got reason to travel. Haha!! The reasons why we’re going back there basically because of….

1. I’m missing Tawau so much especially those yummy food!! I promise, I will eat behalf on you, no worries.
2. It’s been like more than 10 years since Des’s last visit to Twu. He mentioned about the supermarket, YeoHan. now it’s already closed down. I seriously wanna bring him to here and there just for the food. Trust me, we both gonna gain weight!!!
3. Most of my relatives haven’t yet see baby Ethan and they WANT to see him so much.
4. School holiday has just started, we bought the cheap ticket, and Des has got enough leave, so, why not?

That’s it for now. I will need to sleep and i don’t wanna miss the flight! See you all in a week!! Cheers!!!

Old folks say..

When he laugh, you happy; his hair drop, your hair drop.

and its true.. my hair DROP A LOT!!!

Addiction to game

I’m apologize for neglecting this blog for somewhile. I was busy, busy played that stupid-totally-no-life-game “Bejeweled Blitz”. I started playing it for quite awhile until one day, Des saw me playing it then he started it. Both of us can sat in front of the laptop for hours just to beat each other’s score. It’s totally addictive!

Two days ago, Jie jie introduced us another mini game named ‘Plant vs Zombie”. So far, i’ve completed level 5-6, which means i have 4 more levels to go. Des has completed it last night. We spent 2 days for that game, the time when Des came back from work, then we started to play until 4 o’clock in the morning. Crazy huh?! Well, you can just try the game. You will feel like killing all the zombies!!

Ethan has grown much taller and heavier. Those diapers, pyjamas, shirts and shorts in M size are no longer fits him. Sometimes, i felt kinda lazy to carry him. My back is aching. Nowadays, he smiles quite often, that’s why his hair started to drop, that’s what those old folks say.

He is learning on how to turn back. His neck is strong enough. I guess 2 more weeks, he could turn himself back.

Other than that, he seldom drink formula since the beginning of 3 months. He cry and crave for breast milk. It’s like I’m fu;;y breastfeeding now. It’s just so hard for me to make him drink formula because he will just cry and cry so loud until you can’t even stand it. I have got no problem on breastfeeding but just that i want him to consume some to make him full, then he will sleep more longer at night.

Well, this is it. I need to take a nap before Ethan wake up. Pictures of Ethan coming next.

Before i end this post, i sincerely thank Jie jie for the lovely teddies bouquet on Mother’s Day. Its surprised me and touch! Thanks for the love from KL!!

Once again, thanks to SESB

I can’t explain my anger into words! I’m just …… very very mad at SESB on how they handling problems.

This is what happen.

Geram I!!!! Everyday we’re gonna wake up and work without electricity!! This matter will last until end of June. Note it. It’s END OF JUNE, not May. Called up 15454 every 5 mins since last Sat till yesterday yet NONE of them pick up those calls. They’re such a bunch of b****less peoples. Sorry to say, but i MEAN it. If they’re being afraid to pick up those calls just because they scare out of shit that public would scold them, why not they just pick up those bloody calls instead of ignoring it?!! What is in their mind? We just plainly NEED to know that what’s going on and how long will it last… Still, if they do not wish to speak to the public, they might just publish the notice or news to newspaper. Not everyone would have the free time to surf on internet, PLUS, nowadays WE DO NOT HAVE ELECTRICITY TO GO ONLINE, you moron! I’m just so pissed off of how they handling problems/escape from problems. !@#$%*! Given me an excuse that they are way too busy entertaining others on the phone. GAHHHH!!! Hello… Its not that i had never ring a phone, i know exactly what is “WAITING LINE, tut tuttut” and “ENGAGE tut tut tut tut..”. Duh!!!

Furthermore, I had only got the information from Hotline, not even from them. I had been calling several numbers like 088-282382. 088-282372, 088-282240, 088-282395, 515000 and etc just tried to reach them and yet NONE of them could answer my questions.

Call me fool, i just want to know what exactly going on. Just that simple.

15454 is the one and the only number where the public can access to SESB COMPLAIN DEPARTMENT to make complains to. They are pay to PICK UP/ANSWER the phone calls. NOT pay to IGNORE the phone calls.

and now, im off to bed. I can’t waste any time since there might be electricity shut down tomorrow morning. You know, you can’t really sleep when its hot and stuffy.

P.S# Nowadays, temperature has risen to 40 degrees. Its freakin’ HOT where none can’t stand it. So, drink more fluid, peeps! (=