Life is life. Whether you like it or not..

There’s friends who smile to you, shares, care of you and appreciate who you are.

There’s also people we called them friends, they smile, talk, even laugh and yet.. they backstab joke with you.

A ‘JOKE’ they named it, it could be harsh, disrespectful and impolite.

They don’t care if you are hurt, as long as they feel happy to say it. They just won’t give a damn how you feel.

When you shows your temper, for them, you take the JOKE seriously.

Explaination, is way different than the joke they made.

*sigh* I’m so down and hurt.

Here’s something i want to share with the guys…
“Girls like to gossip, no matter where they are…” This is what i heard, ALWAYS from guys. Yes, i admit, me myself like to gossip, and i believe, the other girls do gossip but not ALL of the girl. We gossip about cute and pretty girls, handsome guys, the famous student in our college and lots more. Gossip doesn’t mean we spread it all over the world like CNN. At least, i don’t do it. The rule is, talk here; end here. Very simple.

It’s like a fact for guys. Saying, girls are 38. Fact or judgement. Whatever.

Guys, BEFORE the line “girls are 38″ comes out from your mouth, have you ever think, do you yourself gossip? Maybe for guys, gossip isn’t gossip, ”we only chit-chat/talk/mention about that guy/girl, you can’t call it gossip” Well, that’s gossip, to tell you the truth. Guys do gossip, right? If you do, it’s never a shame thing to admit about. But hey, just be fair. You don’t have to say “Girls are 38″ loudly as if you don’t gossip at all. This is just so wrong, isn’t it?

No offence.

These are what i want to tell my so called friend. You are just so wrong to mess up with me. You made a JOKE about me, telling around peoples who barely even know me, you are just too wrong to do it. You offended me, nevermind. But, you offended my son who don’t even know who the hell you are is the most STUPID things you’ve ever done. You said you don’t mean it that way, right. Did you explain to them that’s not what you mean?!! HUH?! You made the joke, you laugh at it, people also laugh at it what!! Where goes your explaination?!! How do you feel if i say the same damn thing to your wife?!! How would you think?!! You’ve always says that Women in the whole universe are 38, you bloody gossip here and there, who do you think you are? Angel? Somemore you judge that every of the women like to do checking on their husband, IF your wife did that to you always, THAT DOESN’T MEAN EVERY WOMAN IN THE WORLD DO THAT TO HER OWN HUSBAND OKAYYYY!!! Can’t you just shut your mouth up? you won’t get hurt without saying a single words right, do you?!!

I’m so fed up, so mad and pissed off!!!

1. I’m missing Tawau so much especially those yummy food!! I promise, I will eat behalf on you, no worries.
2. It’s been like more than 10 years since Des’s last visit to Twu. He mentioned about the supermarket, YeoHan. now it’s already closed down. I seriously wanna bring him to here and there just for the food. Trust me, we both gonna gain weight!!!
3. Most of my relatives haven’t yet see baby Ethan and they WANT to see him so much.
4. School holiday has just started, we bought the cheap ticket, and Des has got enough leave, so, why not?

That’s it for now. I will need to sleep and i don’t wanna miss the flight! See you all in a week!! Cheers!!!

and its true.. my hair DROP A LOT!!!

Two days ago, Jie jie introduced us another mini game named ‘Plant vs Zombie”. So far, i’ve completed level 5-6, which means i have 4 more levels to go. Des has completed it last night. We spent 2 days for that game, the time when Des came back from work, then we started to play until 4 o’clock in the morning. Crazy huh?! Well, you can just try the game. You will feel like killing all the zombies!!

Ethan has grown much taller and heavier. Those diapers, pyjamas, shirts and shorts in M size are no longer fits him. Sometimes, i felt kinda lazy to carry him. My back is aching. Nowadays, he smiles quite often, that’s why his hair started to drop, that’s what those old folks say.

He is learning on how to turn back. His neck is strong enough. I guess 2 more weeks, he could turn himself back.

Other than that, he seldom drink formula since the beginning of 3 months. He cry and crave for breast milk. It’s like I’m fu;;y breastfeeding now. It’s just so hard for me to make him drink formula because he will just cry and cry so loud until you can’t even stand it. I have got no problem on breastfeeding but just that i want him to consume some to make him full, then he will sleep more longer at night.

Well, this is it. I need to take a nap before Ethan wake up. Pictures of Ethan coming next.

Before i end this post, i sincerely thank Jie jie for the lovely teddies bouquet on Mother’s Day. Its surprised me and touch! Thanks for the love from KL!!

This is what happen.

Geram I!!!! Everyday we’re gonna wake up and work without electricity!! This matter will last until end of June. Note it. It’s END OF JUNE, not May. Called up 15454 every 5 mins since last Sat till yesterday yet NONE of them pick up those calls. They’re such a bunch of b****less peoples. Sorry to say, but i MEAN it. If they’re being afraid to pick up those calls just because they scare out of shit that public would scold them, why not they just pick up those bloody calls instead of ignoring it?!! What is in their mind? We just plainly NEED to know that what’s going on and how long will it last… Still, if they do not wish to speak to the public, they might just publish the notice or news to newspaper. Not everyone would have the free time to surf on internet, PLUS, nowadays WE DO NOT HAVE ELECTRICITY TO GO ONLINE, you moron! I’m just so pissed off of how they handling problems/escape from problems. !@#$%*! Given me an excuse that they are way too busy entertaining others on the phone. GAHHHH!!! Hello… Its not that i had never ring a phone, i know exactly what is “WAITING LINE, tut tuttut” and “ENGAGE tut tut tut tut..”. Duh!!!

Furthermore, I had only got the information from Hotline, not even from them. I had been calling several numbers like 088-282382. 088-282372, 088-282240, 088-282395, 515000 and etc just tried to reach them and yet NONE of them could answer my questions.

Call me fool, i just want to know what exactly going on. Just that simple.

15454 is the one and the only number where the public can access to SESB COMPLAIN DEPARTMENT to make complains to. They are pay to PICK UP/ANSWER the phone calls. NOT pay to IGNORE the phone calls.

and now, im off to bed. I can’t waste any time since there might be electricity shut down tomorrow morning. You know, you can’t really sleep when its hot and stuffy.

P.S# Nowadays, temperature has risen to 40 degrees. Its freakin’ HOT where none can’t stand it. So, drink more fluid, peeps! (=

No joke! He really TOTALLY looks like his father, eventhough he has got my eyes, my nose, my lips and my tongue *LOL* *sigh*

These days, he became more alert to the surround. He knows where am I and his eyes will follow where I go. I believe his eyesights had became more clearly than previous month.

I feel so happy and touch when the moment Ethan called me.

Before I end this post, on behalf of Des and Ethan, I wanna say million thanks to our friends and family for the gifts and cares to Ethan. Ethan is so ♥.

super cute lil Kangaroo booties from Aunt Juliet.

Yesterday, I brought him to Wisma Merdeka. I’ve noticed whenever i go, whichever shop i went in, every of the people kept looking/staring at him. Somehow, i had a conversation with one of the Tang’s staff while i was busy looking at baby stuff. It goes like:

S: Staff    C:Christy (me)

S: eeee.. comelnye… (eeee.. he is so cute…)
C: Thank you.
S: berapa bulan sudah? (how old is he?)
C: 2 bulan saja. (2 months only)
S: *Tarkajut* HAH?!! Baru 2 bulan saja? Saya ingat dia 5 bulan sudah!! (*shock* HAH?!! 2 months only? I thought he is 5
months now!!!)
C: O_O Tidak, dia baru 2 bulan lebih saja. (No, he is only 2 months old)
S: wahhh… besarnye macam 5 bulan.. (wahh… he is as big as 5 months old baby)
C: =)

Later, while I’m feeding him.. Yea, i fed him because he cried. Then, these were what i heard..

S: Staff     C: Customer

C: Kiuttt oh tu baby.. (The baby is so cuteeee..)
S:  Ya.. baru 2 bulan saja.. (Yea, he is only 2 months old)
C: Besarrrrrr oh.. Kalau buli, sia mau gigit dia! (He is so biggggg in size. If possible, i would like to bite him!)

Then, they both looked and smiled with me.

These photos taken by this afternoon, before he went to bath.

Ethan: Aunty aunty, i’m only 2 months old. My hobbies are drink milk and sleep. That’s why i’m big and healthy like that. Don’t you think i’m 5 months old. I’M ONLY 2 MONTHS BABY.. Gahh..

Walked around in the shop, looking at those fun and interesting toys, feels like wanted to buy ALL for baby Ethan. Of course, we can’t afford to buy the whole shop’s toys. The cheapest toy you can found there cost around RM150. We don’t have in mind of what to buy for baby as he only like to look at the lights.

At the same time, the owner introduced us the Chicco baby stroller. It is the branded and expensive stroller of all. You know, he even told us those celebrities in Hollywood are using it. o_O Price? RM1499 nett. To tell you the truth, the stroller has more functions and its pretty big in size, can be use up to 5 years old. Somemore, the quality is way better than the rest. Unless i’m gonna give birth a basketball team, i will consider to buy it.

Thinking back, nothing is cheap anymore.

When i was pregnant, i thought of to give and buy everything the BEST to my own child. Right now, it seems like its hard to achieve it.

Despite of all, we still afford to buy baby the best milk powder and diapers. Baby is still satisfy and happy. Just like the picture below:

Baby Ethan is growing bigger and bigger by each day. Up to date, he is weighing at 6.26kg and 71cm, his heights. I get tired easily while carrying him nowadays. On the 7th, we brought him to clinic for monthly check up. He received 1st dose of injection, another 2 to go for the next two months. We’re kinda worry and taking extra care of him because these injection will cause him fever. So, he is on medication right now. Not to mention, he don’t really like it. I guess its because it is too sweet for him. I believe he will be alright because he is a strong baby.

Ohya, baby turns 2 months by 3rd of April. So far, i’ve noticed that baby Ethan starting to ‘talk’, to respond and create more sounds to catch our attentions. He likes to stare at the lights for a long time. He is being more ACTIVE compare to the previous month. You just can’t imagine how it is until you experience it. Sometimes, somehow, it makes me feels very annoying especially when he move here and there like a fastest-version-of-worm while i’m breastfeeding. However, it is still doesn’t change the fact that i love him to bits!

I’m planning a short trip for three of us back to my hometown on the next school holiday which is on end of May and early of June. I guess most of my relatives can’t wait to see baby Ethan cuz they had never seen him before since birth. Hopefully we can make it as Des will need to work.

As for me, life as a mother has never been that easy. I’m still learning and there’s a lot to learn. I always wish that i could be a good mother and a good friend for my children. For now, i am quite proud of myself because i can handle things like bath baby, feed him on time, take care of houseworks and at the same time look after baby and etc. It is tough and tiring but when look at baby Ethan, it is all worth it. =)

My advices for those who plan to have a baby, not just think once or twice but MANY TIMES if you are ready to be a mother. Having a baby is NOT like you’re having a pet. You will need to sacrifice your TIME. energy and even everything. It’s an one whole life thingy. Although you might think of hiring a maid or babysitter to look after him/her, but you will still need to spend more time on him/her in order to give him/her the best. Mother love is very important as well as father’s love to the child.

P.S* I can’t believe i’m actually came out with these advices. I feel like i’m old like aunty. Gee!!

P.P.S* By the time i’m busy updating my blog, that blarrrdy lizard is busy walking around on those delicious buns that i’ve just bought for my supper and breakfast!!! Hate that lizard!! Don’t let me see it once, i will definately kill it!! I don’t care if its cute, useful or whatsoever..!!! Gahhh!!!!!

P.P.P.S* and by the time im cursing and swearing on that blarrdy lizard, Des told me to eat up those buns as it is no harm to me because lizards are his friends, his brothers.. What the… !@#$%^&*!

P.P.P.P.S* I can’t imagine on how i have to eat up those buns.. Got 6 of them okayyy… You know, i just can’t throw away, it is a waste!! Buns today are bloody expensive you know!! *big big sigh*

*continue to curse* =(